GAAAAH! That is my soul dying. Also, my pride long, long gone! For the past few months I have been working in a position that I am woefully over-qualified for and horribly paid. Like a lot of Americans, we had some job upsets in the family and I had to leave the comfort of my 'stay at home mom' status behind. Probably for good...It shocks me how much these ingrate morons expect for so little money, I was instilled with a strong work ethic from my parents, I am physically incapable of doing a half-assed job or my father would come whoop my booty from beyond the grave...but these other poor slobs are not so lucky. Most of the folks in this town are poor and with out much education past high school. They are doing the best they are ever going to do here. This leads me back to the 'what the hell am I doing with such a shitty job' story. I guess I just get tired of the 'smile and nod' or the ever-faithful 'pretend I'm one of them' Meh, That's exhausting. Also, it reminds me of several exes who told me I was an elitist snob. It's not my fault everyone is stupid but me...just kidding. The worst is the lack of sex on a regular basis, accompanied by random guys always hitting on me at work...its gotten so bad. I'm so pent up that a strange cretin could breathe on me and I would explode! Tonight, after my day at work, that a trained monkey could do, I will drink the special Jameson, and make my own happiness (play with my self 'til I get off)
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