There might be something more wrong than my usual 'wrong'. I woke up today with that Cardigans song 'lovefool' in my head and it won't go away...I feel a major change in my not too distant future! I applied online for a bunch of open positions, everything from the T.S.A. to a Kraft factory position. All of these jobs make good money-which I desperately need! I have no pride anymore, I'll wear a hair net if they want me to...I just can't go on in this state o' brokeness anymore! My job gives me some ridiculous certificate every week-perfect attendance-great customer service...I got one yesterday for the 'get happy team'-which basically means I don't come to work frowning and ready to kill every mother fucker I run into...but behind that carefully placed grin, I am thinking about it...If I get one more piece o' paper and no raise, I might just lose it for reals this time! The truth is, I am one of those eternal optimists, even at my worst I can see the silver lining, I like to be happy...it's a lot easier than being a miserable, hate-filled bastard! No matter how bad things get with me, its just money-I can make more. So, on that note...I love=love. I liked the idea when I was younger and did not know better, but having been truly in love...I know how crazy it is. True love makes you nuts, you think about stupid things that normally wouldn't cross your mind...is he/she thinking of me , too? You worry...Worst of all, even though it makes you feel awful inside, there is not a force on earth that could stop you from being with that person...trust me on this one. Whoa...getting a little bit serious here. Maybe I'll just talk about the little things I am obsessing over this week. Most important, Easter candy...especially Peeps. I get so excited by all the colors, when I was a kid there was only yellow...and no bunny peeps...Next, I love breakfast cereal like a six year old...Fruity Pebbles has long been a favorite, now there is Cupcake Pebbles. I probably would have bought this stuff from the box color alone...lovely pink and blue...
I also have a lifetime compulsion with lip gloss...there are about 10 in my purse right now and I probably own about 25. I got two new ones at work from this company called MOR, I picked out 'sorbet' and 'marshmallow' because they were pink and blue and sounded yummy...I was not disappointed! Lastly, I love Somerset Beauty Supply Company's cherry blossom soap. It comes in a huge pink tin, it lasts forever, smells heavenly and says right on the package 'with sugar' who could ask for anything more? I am sure you've noticed that I have not mentioned any drunken escapades...there have been a few too many for me lately...need to take short whiskey break before I die. Last time I sang karaoke until 4 or 5 am and felt soooooo bad the next day...having downed both Jameson and Jim Beam. Wish me luck on my job-hunt/spring fever love quest!
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